Sex toys, shhhh


I have just received a big box of sex toys to review. ๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ˜€just too excited right now ๐Ÿ’ฆ๐Ÿ’ฆ

I honestly think there is nothing that’s more of a turn on. Just the thought of knowing I’m getting to try out new toys has my mind wondering all day. Is it just me ? Okay so maybe it’s just meย 

I feel like more people think of sex as a tabo subject but the thing is I just don’t know why.? ย I got sexually active around the age of 13 and by the time I was 18 had well and truly seen and heard my fair share of explicit things. So what I don’t get is why we don’t all talk about it more?

So well this was going to be about my sex toy box ๐Ÿ“ฆ but fuck it let’s just dive into this a bit more.

I actually have a social networking app I use, won’t name any names but basically it’s a meat fest. Randoms sending you dick pics and women sending their sexy snaps. Everytime you switch the ๐Ÿ“บ on there’s some half clad women or man. GOT style fuckery everywhere. Okay so your getting the picture here right? So what the fuck people? why don’t we talk about it. We clearly all love it and want more of it.

Yeah I’m sure in some ways we all talk to our friends and family about it, but do we really? I mean I tell people my sex life is good, have a joke about it and stuff but I’m not telling my best friends the real dirt. So is this a private thing.? Do we do this because we feel the need to keep this private? Do you ?

Or is this from embarrassment? Are we all to ashamed to admit our deepest fantasies or that we have them?

For me I can’t imagine telling my best friend, that this morning when I received a new bondage rope, my husband thought he would give it a shot. He made me kneel on the floor, hands behind back, he took the rope and slowly slide it around my neck. He continued the rope down my back where he proceeded to bind my wrists together, if this wasn’t enough for him he continued to bind my ankles too. I was stuck in this position and couldn’t move or free myself. Well what came next was for me to know ๐Ÿ˜œbut I’m sure with a little imagination you will get there. ๐Ÿ˜œ my point is and there is a point here. I wouldn’t want to go into that level of detail with a friend, I mean I probably would ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ but I don’t think any of my friends would be so happy if I did.

Just from past experiences, I know my friends would find this awkward. In the past I have been told off. I guess maybe they felt embarrassed. So I ask everyone what do you think the reason is that we are not comfortable talking about it in detail?

I am married (happily) yet I wouldn’t have a problem discussing my sex life with anyone ,stranger or not. It just comes natural to me I don’t feel shy or embarrassed. I like talking about it. Why? Well cause it’s amazing ๐Ÿ˜‰.

The more we think about sex the more we want it, and well I think about it all the time. ๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿ™‰๐Ÿ™Š I used to be an erotic dancer and I wonder if being in this work environment at a young age has maybe made me more liberal. Being a dancer opened my eyes up to a lot of things but I wouldn’t have said anymore than anyone else really. So this begs the question really. What has made me the way I am? Sexually I mean, how is it that today I am into bondage and fetish ? Why do I love dirty hard sex? And most importantly why doesn’t everyone want to talk more about it?

I would love to hear what other people’s thoughts are on this.

When I was 16, I wasn’t living at home with parents(won’t go into this) ย i was living in a homeless shelter for young women. Anyway I ended up meeting a guy who was 28, he was so dreamy. Let’s cut this story short, he turned out to be the worst man I have ever met in my life๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ he abused me in ways I could never have imagined. It got to the point he kept me locked up for himself away from the world. At 16 with little experience, I didn’t realise he was a DOM and that I was fast becoming his SUB. He opened my world up to things some which I enjoyed very much some I hated, but boy did he open my eyes. ๐Ÿ˜ต๐Ÿ˜ต๐Ÿ˜ต๐Ÿ˜ต

I wonder is this the reason I’m the way I am ? Whatever the reason one thing I know for sure is that I love sex. Whoop whoop and I want to shout it from the rooftops I want to tell my friends. So when the world all catches up with me please let me know.

For now I will just keep writing my posts and speaking about sex openly and freely and invite all you lovely people to speak about it too.

Thanks for reading


I am not an expert, always seek professional help where applicable. The opinions on this post are my own, this post has been written from my personal experience or knowledge. I do not take any responsibility if my advice or the products I recommend donโ€™t work for you. Everyone is different therefore it is impossible for me to know if the product or advice I give will suit your needs. These are just my personal experiences and accounts, and are intended to be used only as a reference.

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